It's the end of 2010, while typing this I suddenly recalled the time when I were typing this way back in 2009. How fast time flies. Another year passed just like that but with no achievement in life. What a failure I am in life.. No, I still have everyone around me, just like 'you' whom are reading, friends and family not to forget the one giving me support all this while - my lover.

In others' eyes, I might be the bitchy one. But in his eyes, I'm always the perfect one. People may find me heartless or cruel for letting go of the past relationship but I'm really glad that there are friends whom walk up to me and tell me "It's alright, you've the right to pursue what you want in life. After all, you don't deserve all these." Those words really touched my heart. Sometimes in life, an encouragement is all it takes. I know how unreasonable I am, how bad tempered I am, especially after drinks/quarrels yet he's still always there for me no matter how I treated him. I'm not the sweetest girl on Earth, neither will I drown him in caramel but whatever that I've said be it now or before was way deep down from the bottom of my heart.. There are people against us, against our relationship. And for I was someone that couldn't take remarks with high self-esteem, he was often hurt by my weakness. I couldn't bring myself to forgo what I've heard. Friends are always there, telling me to think for my own future, not others' ignorance comments but not everyone can do it. It's hard, seriously.

2011 is coming. Just another 7hours. Here I am, sitting down wondering about my new resolutions. Am not partying tonight. It's such a waste to miss the countdown party tonight but well, no choice. Mum is going for her countdown session so I've gotta look after my kids. Ain't that bad after all. At least we had fun last night, excluding the crying session of course. After drinks at a pub, I've no idea why everyone started their heart-to-heart chat uh. While talking, I can no longer suppress my emotions. Tears started falling and that causes my make up to smudge luh, oh my god! Must have looked very bad over at MBK last night. Aww~

Anyway, back to my new resolutions :

1. Happiness is all around us.
2. Health is with us.
3. Money into pockets.
4. Knowledge in my brains.
5. Above to be fulfill.

p/s - My 'us' refers to everyone around me =) May 2011 be a better year for everyone out there. The chides made me grow, the hurts made me mature. I will learn to cherish everything and be myself!

Last but not least, Happy New Year !

"We had fun, we had joy"













Zen&Len

♥ MrsLaoshu signing off; 5:25 PM