Didn't really had much fun during Christmas but I guess it beats better than staying home doing nothing? Again, it's drink drank drunk. The only enjoyment is that I get to meet up with all my closed ones after such a long time. We might not talk much, we might not see each other everyday, but a smile and hug warms our heart (:
Day right after Christmas was Granny's birthday. Hope she enjoyed herself during the gathering with all the relatives. Though we, the juniors didn't enjoy much but that's not important. I sincerely pray that she will be healthy and may god bless her throughout the remaining of her life.
Mum just told me that she had promised her 'friend' to help out for 3weeks from January till February. Which means I can only start a new job around mid of February. No matter what, I'm still on my lookout of jobs. People, please spam me with jobs you're available with! Thanks in advance!
Gotta go into hibernation mode during this period of time ): No more drinks nor outings. No shopping nor entertainments. Sigh.. And everyone is telling me that I'm fat already luh! ;( Always giving people the skinny look and suddenly they're like so stun when they saw me. And I'm not exaggerating, seriously every single one of them whom see me, their first sentence would be about my size -.- It's too obvious that I'm fat already. Aww.. Ought to start my diet soon. Yes, this gonna be one of my 2011 resolution!! I need to succeed pleaseee ~ No more suppers and fattening stuffs from 31'st December 2010, 0000hrs thank you =)
Ben recovered from his poxies already and is able to return to school. Gotta bring him to school later on at 8am, yet here I am still blogging. Heh heh! My life is like so nocturnal once again without working. By hook or by crook, I gotta drag myself outta bed to send him to school. He had been going out with Mum quite a lot recently. Not very sure where they went to, but on X'mas, they went to Explorer Kids over at Ehub. Heard they were knocked out the moment they finished bathing. They must really had a good time there, after all it's the second time they been there. Already knew what's the funnest part there uh? Hmm, I hope there will be a vacancy soon over at Ben's childcare for Zen. His ability of speech though is better, but somehow he's still kinda slow. I don't know if he just doesn't want to or there's some other reasons. When I asked him where's his eyes, he would point to his eyes, but when I follow by "Where's your mouth", he starts to get bored and turn away. When he wanted something from me, at times he would tell me, but most of the times he will rather point or get it himself. Ben started improving himself after he attended school also, hopefully it will work out for Zen? And FINALLY, after 6months, Valencia can turn herself around and lie on her stomach flat. She's able to raise her head up and look around while lying on her stomach too. My mum said she's quite slow in movements cause' she is small in size, therefore doesn't had the strength to push herself around. Now that she's able to do it, of course I'm glad. However, I didn't expect that she's able to turn that fast, and today she roll down the bed. Luckily, she's alright.
In any way, friends. I know you all are concerned about my relationship. Don't worry. I will learn how to handle it. Still I've strongly emphasize that I'm not giving up the 5years relationship over a new relationship. As a onlooker, definitely you can give me your comments, but please don't judge me. Perhaps, ask yourself, how much do you know about what we both gone through? You might know, you might see but what about the depth of the truth? There's no point in explaining either. What's over is already over isn't it. Or would everything be better if we go round telling bad about each other, how much we did to hurt each other, how much lies we fabricated just to hide from each other? I believe things will be better if we separate peacefully. Thanks for all the concern.
Here's my sweety <3
The walky-talky who can't keep quiet
Noisy brother of mine - 30'th November 2010
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