Met up with Cheryl since last week. First was at my house downstairs, second at East Coast Park and third at Parkway Parade. Caught up with each other and we even bought our kids along to Parkway Parade. Ben and ZhanQing was really having a good time together. Ate Mcdonalds together, ran together, shout for each other. Though they can't remember each other's name but they can call out to each other using 'KorKor and DiDi'. It might be weird as ZhanQing is only older than Ben by 3months but yet, its still the correct term yea? Haha. Looking at them having fun while we chit-chatted and laughing at them. They were even using their language that we don't even understand. When it was too late and we had to leave, Ben was showing his reluctant face to leave. Today, he's still bugging me to bring him out again to play with ZhanQing when I showed him the photos he took yesterday. Shall bring them out together once we have the time.
Actually did took videos of Ben and Zen weeks ago. Was unable to upload it as I took it straight and I forgot that only viewing in my phone, it can be rotate. Once I uploaded it, it can't be rotate anymore. Thus, no choice till I download a video editor. Will try to upload it soon. Meanwhile, any good video editor to introduce? Can just leave a tag down (:
Caught up with a few friends this few weeks. Hesitation and decisions.. Can be said that I've already came up with a decision. Friends might say the road ahead is tough, and I believe it really is but I'm all prepared for it. I understand that he's not gonna be there for me anymore. In the road ahead, its just gonna be me and my kids. Kids are going to give me the motivation and strength yea? I knew how much I couldn't let go. But if I don't let go now, there's never gonna be an ending in the future. Seriously, the strength I have to let him go now, is how much love I have for him. I believe that one day, we will be reunited again and I will be waiting for that day no matter what.
Oh yeah, I really wanna get an iphone! Heard that M1 has got good plans and I planning to get one soon. Shall discuss with my mum about it and if she have no comments, I'm going to sign up for it. Oh my god, oh my god! Getting so excited when I thought of it as I really think iphone is cool luh =X
Argh, couldn't sleep well this few days. Tossing here and there in bed for hours almost everyday before falling asleep and wake up everyday with aches on my back. I don't know if this is due to the bad sleeping position or is it just my own body that's causing me the pain. Wanted to go for the checkup again and see what the doctor says. Hopefully everything's gonna be fine. God bless me and my kids!
Meeting at Parkway Parade with Cheryl and ZhanQing
