Oh well, wouldn't comment much on the past events which made me dreaded life. Concentrate on building up a better future will be much more effective. Anyway, just moved house, (Yea, I know. You must be wondering "Not again"). This time to somewhere further, or I should say somewhere I'm more unfamiliar with. Hopefully, I won't get lost when I need to go downstairs to buy stuffs. Though I'm unfamiliar with this area, but I do know people whom are very familiar with the area around here. Guess this area is kind of popular, once I said the area, everyone kind of already knew where I am. Haha. In that case, no excuses next time, must come visit me already. Hehehe.
Ever since the move-out, had been rather depressed. Can't seem to concentrate on anything. This could be counted as the lowest point of my whole entire 18years of life. Maybe I just got too used to everyone and everything by my side that once I lost it, life just seems so dull and dark. Though parents might be separated, deprived of family love and concern, but at the least, they provided everything that I need and want. Suddenly, everything was gone and I simply couldn't adapt to it. I'm glad that things are alright now. Though not stable yet, but with Darling by me, I hope that it will slowly pick up.
Officially 18years old in another 2more days. I used to look forward to this special day, wondering what I will be doing, how I will be celebrating without those age restrictions. Now that it is arriving, I can't seem to find the me that is looking forward to it anymore. Just thought that it might not be the best time to celebrate now with everything still all so messed up. Still no idea how I will be celebrating it. Just take whatever comes by then.
Went prawning over at East Coast Park and Bishan last week. Been months ever since we last prawned. Kind of lousy now. Caught '2012' at E!Hub the last week too. The show was kind of anticipated and long. Though it might be kind of different from how I thought the show might be, but it was still not bad afterall. I thought they might show how the world will end and what will happen when Human extinct. Alright, my imagination might be far too good, but when world end comes to my mind, that's the only thing I could think of. For that show, I wouldn't count it as world end, might be just some major disaster. Opps, guess I side-tracked. And yeah, my soft toy collections increased again! I've threw away quite a lot of stuffs and clothing when I moved out the last time and some of the soft toys had to leave it there too. Now, Darling caught a lot more back. 1Hello Kitty Fish, 1Hello Kitty Cushion, 1Melody soft toy, 1Stitch in a balloon and 1Winnie-the-Pooh. Shan't talk more about it. I'm just too contented hugging them when Darling is not around by my side. Not exaggerating, just that when someone all along with you suddenly just couldn't be by you, that kind of lost and hopeless feeling just comes to you automatically.
Took a number of photos during these period of time when I wasn't able to update. Still couldn't be able to upload them right now as my phone cable wasn't with me. I will try to upload them as soon as I got it back! Readers and friends, wait for me alright! =D
♥ Mrs Laoshu signing off
