Ages since I updated. Did thought of updating but time wasn't really on my side. There's so much to handle. When I thought that things are gradually getting better, everything plunged. To the extent of no one having a solution to salvage. The urge to scream, the urge to cry.. The urge to shout everything out. I'm only 18. Be it I'm a mother or whatever, I still 18. How much do I have to go through, how much do I have to handle. Why do people have to go through deep trouble before learning how to think twice? The responsibility is on me, the person that gotta account is also me. Can't they just spare a thought for me? When there's trouble, everyone think for themselves. Who cares about us. Not even willing to think of solutions, no sight of repent.

I lost hopes and faith thoroughly. Unless we step out of this, or we will never search for the peace. Guess this is what they meant by 'A leopard never changes its spots'. From the very first time till now, things only worsen, no sense of guilt shown, no words of apologies said.

Don't worry, I will still stand up and walk forward be it how difficult it is. I believe that as long as we cam walk out of this, the road ahead will be better. At the very least, I still have friends showing concern for me. After all my nags, it's time for the videos and photos. Do enjoy!



Cherie Hearts Sport Day 2009 - 07082009
Didn't managed to capture much as phone went out of battery.







Ben and Zen's Birthday - 14092009 04092009