Been a few weeks since I last updated. Don't know if all my readers are still here. I'm thankful for everyone whom make the effort to read what I've been blogging about be it you are really concerned about me or are you just being curious. These few weeks I've been spending time with family and friends. It makes me realized that actually without money, without fun doesn't mean that's the end of the world. In fact, with friendship and kinship, it feels like you owned everything in the world. Thinking back about how I used to ignore the ones that cared for me, the advices that are best for me and purposely committing mistakes makes me felt so naive and ignorant. Though everything had past and I wouldn't say I regretted but in fact, these mistakes are what I've gotta face for the rest of my life. Time couldn't be reverse and there's nothing I can do to undo it. I know the price is too big but I will still make the best out of it.

These past few weeks was a little unlucky as Ben and Zen was sick and I was also infected by them. But we are on the verge of recovering already. To be exact, we have already recovered. But just in case, I will still wait for a few days to make sure that Ben is really fine before sending him back to school. Though my eyes are fine now, sore throat and flu had come for me. Don't worry, I will take of myself and I know I have to. Thanks for the concern everyone showed.

Actually spending time with family ain't that bad. Had been going over to Granny's place almost everyday. Didn't know that by sitting around, chit-chatting about the past with family can actually be so fun and enjoyable. I'm glad that throughout these 18years, even though without a rich family, without a loving Dad, I still have others showing concern for me. Went over to Dad's family side for prayers. Everything is still the same. Nothing to talk about, nothing worth talking about. I can feel that Dad really love sister and that's the love I couldn't felt from him all along. I wouldn't say that he is bad or I'm jealous but just hope that the one he's loving now will be worth loving. I'm already contented with what I have now. For those that have noticed, tomorrow will be Zenfred's first birthday. Sad to say, we wouldn't be holding a celebration as my Grandpa had just passed away not long. It might be a little unfair to Zen but I guess he will understand. Though we wouldn't be holding a big celebration but I guess we will be making some other plans for him. Anyway, my little sister's first birthday are around the corner too. So just wish her a Happy Birthday too. Guess Dad will hold a nice celebration for her.

Meeting up with Sitoh and Jas are still as fun as ever. The craps we had, the funny photos we took and the never ending chat we shared. Also met up with others like Gerald, Garry and Shimin and Xianshao. Talked about everything under the sun. The words that they said, I will never forget. Thanks, my friends.

Job-hunting currently. Had a few jobs introduced by friends but wasn't able to turn up for the interview as Ben and Zen was sick at that time. Though I missed the chances, but I will still wait for more opportunities to come by.

Life wouldn't always be so bad, be it for you or me..












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♥ MrsLaoshu signing off; 8:22 PM