Basically, past fews weeks is all about gaming, funeral, meetups and shoppings. Had known a group of friends in Steps, which is also known as the Audition-like Game. TwinnyJ and Terrence were also playing it. With real-life friends inside and slowly knowing some other online friends inside makes the game very enjoyable, especially when we crap. Haha. I know you guys will be reading this. Here are their IGN - MissyJ, Sh3rSh3r, ExDancer. Proud to see your name here? Hahaha. If anyone is playing, do let me know yea? We shall meet inside. Heh heh!
Anyway, back to main point.. My Grandfather passed away. Is actually my Dad's side la, which means my Dad's Dad. Truthfully, I find it hard to feel sad. My Dad's side actually lived in Jurong and we lived in Tampines. From what I can remember, since I was Secondary 1, I didn't went there anymore. Probably due to the seperation of my parents that made me feel more even distant than them. Since young, we seldom went there except for Chinese New Year. So after the seperation, even during Chinese New Year, we didn't even go over for Reunion Dinner. Remembered last year, my Mum told me my Grandfather was sick. I think he had Brain Cancer if I'm not wrong. I did visited him with my Mum and Benfred. After that, there weren't any news or updates anymore. Suddenly last Thursday, I recieved a call from Dad asking about both my sons' name. The next day, my Mum called me and told me about the death of my Grandfather.
Seriously, I don't know how I should feel. There isn't any sadness or grieveness in me. Even till the end of the funeral, I didn't shed any tears. I used to be a girl whom teared easily. Yet now, the one that's gone is my Grandfather but there ain't any tear. At times, I will think that they are unfair. I'm their decendants too yet they only care about the capable ones or should I say the male heirs. As for the us, the female, we are always being treated shabbily. The one that made me felt most disappointed was actually my Dad. Yea, now that he's got a China wife and a half China daughter, I'm out. The care and attentive that they got is what I yearn for in the past. Till I'm 18years old, I've never felt that way before.
I know I should stop comparing but still, the unfairness is driving me mad. Yucks, forget it! Let's talk about others. Met up with Jaslyn and Michelle the week before last week. Slacked and chill as usual. Met up with TwinnyJ, Aisah, Aisah's Bf and Terrence. Went Bugis for shopping. I think everyone felt worth it uh? All back homes with loads of stuffs. Planned to have steamboat but once again, plan failed. Marina Square for lunch-cum-dinner and back to Tampines. There's so many things that I wanna get! The Uniqlo Jacket, Gucci Perfume and clothes from Busstop. Drop me some money pls, Heaven ~
Oh shit! It's 1:20am already. I promised TwinnyJ to wake up at 7am tommorrow. Guess I shall just stop here. Anyway, plannings for shopping trips anyone?
Am I that unimportant? A wife that you known less than 1year, a daughter that's only 8months is far more important to you.
17'th May 2009 - Jaslyn, Shir, Sitoh (I'm being forced by them to take the above photos)
Pictures below are taken on 6'th June - Marina Square
Taken & Edited by Sh3rsh3r
♥ MrsLaoshu signing off
