Sitting at a corner wondering..
All sorts of scenario appeared. I know how senseless it is. It might just be my over-sensitive acting up again. Images flashed and I'm feeling so helpless.
Just what causes the changes in us?
3'rd party or the immature us? The young and ignorant us that thought love can conquer everything. The naive us that wanted to hold each others' hands and grow old together.
It seems so far now. The future is so bleak. When I imagine of the future, you doesn't seem to be there anymore.
Where did all my confidence gone to?
I used to dream of having a family with you. Now that it had realised, everything has changed. I miss the past, the you and the me.
My needs are simple. A true heart filled with love and care. Yet it seems so hard for you. Happiness and love are all miles away. Please, return them to me! I need all my motivation back.
I admit, I'm not the most perfect woman out there. Pretty babes, capable woman, sexy hotties are all out there. But, I swear you won't find another one who love you as much as I do.
For you, I've changed. I promise I will change for the better, hoping to be the perfect wife in your heart. Yea, you've changed too. I know deep down, you did. But why did all your love and concern disappeared too?
I'm possesive and unreasonable. You're mine and I won't let any other woman snatch you away. It hurts me deep down to see you being close with others. I'm unreasonable because I want your coax. I felt I'm the most fortunate woman in the past to have someone whom love me so much. Now, here I am with you yet feeling so empty.
When I'm happy, you aren't by my side to share my happiness. When I'm sad, you didn't feel it and neither did you give me your console. I just wanna share my everything with you and I'm always there to give you my support and hugs. All you need is to accept and do it.
Why can't we be like other couples?
Sitting down, hugging each other while watching television. It sounds simple. But to me, it is happiness. I don't mind staying at home everyday but all I need is you around me.
Candy, I do love you and I always will.
But, are you?
