Life's been the same, except meeting suppliers and customers. Kept meeting up with Jasmine (The Twinny) since last week. Went to Tampines 1 last Saturday and seriously I've been awaiting it but yet I'm not the least happy when I came out. It is so damn crowded that everyone is squeezing me no matter where I go. AND AND AND, I've yet to step into Uniqio!!
The anger in me on that day wasn't just about the crowd. (Jasmine, yea I lied.) I thought I could get over it.. In fact, I can't do it. Or should I say, I didn't expect so much changes within a week. Instead, I ignored advices and stepped into the hole for the second time. The hurt that I got was even deeper this time round. I knew what was going on and what's gonna happen but yet I still go ahead with it. Dumb and naive, that's the only description I can find to describe myself.
Guess that's what life is about - You will never get what you want and the one you get is never what you want.
Back to my kids..
Benfred can really count 1-10 already and it is like FINALLY. He used to miss out the digit 4 but not now. Saw his teacher just now. His teacher actually said that he's a very good boy nowdays. He very afraid of a auntie there as that auntie scolded him before for not drinking water. There was once when he secretly ate his pacifier and when that auntie came, he quickly hid it behind his back and tell the auntie "No Tutu". OH MY! So young already know how to lie, next time grow up confirm even worse.
Zenfred is making more improvements, learning how to stand up on his own by grabbing things. He may fall but at least he is trying. Climbing is no problem to him anymore. Nowadays he can make more noises like "Um ba". But the worse is, he plays with saliva and I have no idea where he learnt it from.
Benfred and Zenfred do get along well although sometimes Benfred might bully him a little. Today when my mum tried to carry Zenfred home, Benfred actually stopped her and tried to snatch Zenfred back. He will also make Zenfed smile. Just that sometimes when Zenfred plays with his pacifier, he will get angry and complaint to me. Afterall, I think they're great! Was kind of busy for the past few weeks to take pictures/videos. Hopefully, I can put up a few in the next post.
My precious N82 is spoilt. :(
The bag that I've recieved was too long. (Maybe I'm too short) :(
Jasmine, I guess you're the only whom understand and I'm really glad that you're with me all these while <3
I swear I'm fucking hurt by you.
If you don't give a fuck about it, why even bother to in the beginning?
I feel like hating you but my heart can't.
Damn it, I felt fucking stupid.
Why on Earth did I know you?!
Please.. Let me go back to the past.
♥ MrsLaoshu signing off
