Why is all this happening again?
I really had enough!
I ain't that strong,
and I hate to be strong in people's eyes.
The more people think I'm strong,
the more I couldn't let them see my weaker side.
Who on Earth can I talk to?
Where the Hell can I go to?
The one closest to me seems to be the furthest from me.
We are so close,
facing each other everyday,
yet we have the furthest distance in between us.
You've changed,
you really changed!
To someone I'm so unfamiliar with.
Not someone that I can talk to,
neither someone that I can depend on,
definitely not the one that I can spend my lifetime with.
I need you the most,
yet everytime you chose to leave me alone.
When I'm angry,
you aren't there to appease me.
When I'm sad,
you aren't there to wipe my tears.
I'm worrying terribly, seriously!
Having no idea what to do.
Is this the end of everything?
Come on,
I'm a woman and I need what all woman needs.
Love, Sense of security, Care and Concern.
Everything is too much for me to handle.
Emotions are getting the better of me.
Don't push everything to me,
Think back first.
♥ Shir Signing off
