Almost 2weeks since we moved into the new house. Still trying to adapt to the new environment. I'm very familiar with the area here as Granny stay here too. However, the bus services do confuse me. (I tends to get lost easily)
3/4 of my clothes are still in the bag. Laziness gets the better of me. I do love buying clothes but I hate folding them, tidying them. All that's left in that house is just some accessories and stuffs. Gotta go back and clear everything within these few days.
Benfred is really talkative nowadays. He didn't went to school since last week. Every minute, I can hear him talking and talking. Watching Doraemon and Barney was his pastime. He learnt alot out of it. I remember an episode of Doraemon saying "Migrate to America". Well, when I brought him downstairs, he told me he wanna go America. During Chinese New Year, he did say "Gong Xi Fa Cai" and he love Ang Pows. I brought him to the movies with my cousins last week. Could see he enjoyed it. Too bad we watch midnight movies and he fell asleep for the last half an hour. This kid may tends to be mischievous at times, but when you spend time with him, he will show you his innocent and cute sides.
Zenfred is learning things day by day too. He knows how to make sounds using his mouth and also roll his body, laying flat on his tummy. He smiles alot now. When he smiles, I could see innocence and naive in his eyes. Learning to grab things now. My Granny call him "Little Pomelo" as his hair and head do have the shape of it. Fen and Vivian said he have a heart-shaped head.
There's a few pictures of Benfred and Zenfred in my phone. By then, can see if they do have any resemblance.
18 this year, getting older. I know I can't waste any more time. I need to get my priorities right. An O's certificate is a must. If I were to go for it, I can't afford to fail. It's so contradicting. I don't know if I could do it and I have no confidence at all. In fact, for the last 2years of Secondary life, I didn't study at all. What's more, this is a self-study examination. Meaning I gotta study on my own for the 6subjects without any teachers or tutors. I'm wrong to dislike teachers in the past. They are there to help me, yet I didn't appreciate it.
It's true that different age have different thinking. What I thought in the past aren't what it seems now. What I did in the past seems to be foolish. Does this mean I'm growing up, seeing more things now?
What you are seeing are the appearance, who knows what's underneath.
Under the smile of that face, might be a crying soul.
♥ MrsLaoshu signing off
