Baby..
I seem to be wrong.
Having no idea what's going on.
It supposed to be a 2person matter.
But why is there 3?
What's happening to me!?
I'm pushing my luck.
Understood that I've gone over the limits.
Yes, you have the every right.
But why am I upset?
I'm waiting, controlling and enduring.
I want to be loved, to be coax, to be hugged.
Not by anyone but you.
The one and only you.
This feeling is being bottled up inside my heart.
My emotions are trapped.
I don't ask for everlasting love for that don't exist.
All I care is if it did happen.
I'm sorry to bring so much confusium and sadness.
I never ever wanted things to be like that.
Yet I couldn't control.
I couldn't stop thinking.
How long must this go on?
I don't want to hide as it hurts me to the very core.
At the same time, I don't wanna hurt you.
I'm waiting..
Waiting for your courage and guts.
Waiting for a new chapter of life.
And as a new chapter of my life begins, it begins with you.
♥ MrsLaoshu signing off
