04 Jan 2009 - Little Precious (Zenfred) 's 4months.
Fast uh? Zenfred is already 4months. He's still a little infant knowing nothing. For these past few months, he can only drink milk and sleep. From today onwards, he can at least have some baby food. I'm really looking forward to feeding him.
In the past, I did feed Benfred with baby food and cereal but he always make a mess out of it. With experience from the Benfred, I guess I will do a better job.
Children are really innocent and naive. Especially babies and infants. Looking at them, it really eases your heart. They always show an innocent look that let you calm down your heart.
Benfred, though not a infant anymore but he's still a toddler. He will do what he wants without thinking and sometimes he actually did things that surprise us. They won't hide or conceal their feelings.
Kids are actually better than adult like us. You can feel if they are really happy or sad and compared to adults, we tends to hide our own emotions. Children won't be scheming or plot down traps to harm one another. So isn't it better to live with kids than with adults?
Looking at them everyday really gives me the motivation to carry on my life happily. They learnt new things, talk to me, smile at me and even playing with me. What more can I ask for?
So even if there are people out there whom despise me, despise my kids or even my family. I guess they are wrong, oh so wrong. I never ever regretted giving birth to any of my kids. Even if I broke up with Darling, I will still look after my kids alone. So what's the big deal about having kids at the age of 15? Come on people, wake up to your senses. What era is this now? Lastly, I won't be angry over remarks or people like that but they are just showing people how childish they are.
In year 2009, I hope I can earn lots of money while I can and give my kids a better life. Though my kids aren't having the best of everything but at the least, I provide them with whatever they need. Those that they have might not be the best but at least they've everything they need and want.
♥ MrsLaoshu signing off
