29'th of December. Our 3years and 3months Anniversary. 1188 Days of Love.
Remembered when we first started, we did exchanged present on our 1'st month anniversary. We didn't plan to but just that the chemistry is there. That is the first time I gave present to a guy whom's not my family members. Scene of then was still vividly on my mind. I gave him a Zippo Lighter and I got a Winnie the Pooh soft toy.
Seems just like yesterday. Really not easy to be together for such a long time. There's really alot to tolerate and change. Everyone have different living styles and habits. What you like might not be what others can accept.
Falling in love is easy, being together is easy. What's hard is living together.
If we didn't stay together, maybe our conflicts and arguements might not be that much. Still, these times had passed and we're getting fine living together. Instead, now if we were seperated not living together, I guess we might not be used to it.
Darling might not be a 100% good guy or give me a good life. But his tolerance and understanding is what makes me touched. When I'm tired, he would wake up and look after the kids. If I'm angry or throwing tantrums, he will always give in. Yes, he hurt me in the past but if he's willing to change, I'm also willing to forgive.
He's in camp right now, recieved a touching message from him and this is what he says
"Darling, I know I always make you angry but please forgive me okay? I really love you alot de but I also don't know why I everytime like that. Maybe I love you too much ler."
It's just a very simple message but I'm really very touched. People whom knew him will know he's someone not very good with words. I seldom recieve this kind of message from him either.
Things that have past are over.
I may not be able to forget the hurts but I'm willing to forgive.
Yeah, till now, all the pains and aches are still in me,
but don't worry, I'm still in love with you deeply.
Whatever it is, I just hope you are leading a happy life with me.
No matter what, we will be together forever.
♥ MrsLaoshu signing off
