Turning 17 in 2days time and yet I'm totally unexcited for it. No why, but just don't feel like celebrating when there's so much problems. Uh, yeah. Darling will be enlisted soon after my birthday. Lucky for him, posted to Civil Defence. With Gerald in there, he should be getting on fine.
Felt real exhuasted today after helping mum out the whole yesterday especially when I'm lack of sleep. But yet we didn't returned home to rest. Instead we met up with Uncle, Auntie and cousins for prawning.
Its was raining heavily but we did have fun. Saw my Secondary school mate there. Eh, Yanping if I remembered correctly. If she didn't shout for me, guess I wouldn't even remember her. Er yea, she changed alot. For the better or worse I'm not sure but on the appearance definitely much.
Reaching home at around 6am leading me straight knock out. Couldn't even wake up to collect my stuffs. Lucky Darling collected for me. Chatted with Cheryl a little just now. There's a busybody poking her nose into our affairs and yet dare to criticise us as 'birds of a feather flock together'.
You know who you are. There's no point why you should poke your nose into our affairs. Yea, indeed we are young mothers and we shouldn't be leading this kind of life at this age. So, what's the big deal? We did make a mistake when we're young but at the least, we admitted our mistake and carry on our life teaching the next generation how to be a better person. I did regret letting myself sinking into this situation but what's the point? Life wouldn't become better by regretting and it depends on the person itself to have motivation. My motivation comes from my kids and families. Without them, my life wouldn't be filled with happiness and satisfaction either. Will abortting them makes my life so much better? Let me tell you, it won't! My life will only be filled with remorse and guilt for destroying an inocent life. No matter how much you criticise or despise, I won't be affected but remember, you are wasting your own time and brain cells. Get a life la girl. And yeah. If you're angry or cursing, that's good. I just wanna make you feel this way. Still, one day you will understand.
♥ MrsLaoshu signing off
