Had a discussion with mum and she suggest that we start our own business. Well, obviously its hard when there's only left with me. Luckily, there's mum helping me with those solutions. Really hope that everything will work out for us.
There's really nothing I can do except praying and praying. I don't yearn for lots of money or big bungalow. All I want is our own small flat where everything is stable. A peaceful life, should I say?
Realised that there's alot of different people out there. Different people with all kinds of stares looking at us. Is it a crime to be a young mother? I really don't understand what some of those people out there are thinking. Though I'm not loaded, still I gave my kids the best. Be it milk formula or education. At the least, I'm willing to take up the responsibilities.
Listen up, if I were to be given a chance to turn back the time, I will still stick to my decision instead of aborting my kids! You can never feel the bond between me and my kids and neither can you know the satisfaction looking at children growing up. From a piece of white paper to a toddler knowing everything that he ought to. Come on, get a life instead of poking your nose into people's affair!
Still, things aren't so bad. There are still people out there whom's really concerned about us. I know who you people are and thanks for everything! You people needn't feel bad. Though you people can't help much, but I feel better everytime after those words. All these are enough to keep me going!
And here, Happy birthday to my dearest sis! Though we didn't get to celebrate our birthday together, but I'm glad that you had fun on that day. You had fun at Jazz while I had fun at V3. We may not be together but its enough knowing we both are thinking about each other. Bonn voyage and remember all our presents!
♥MrsLaoshu signing off
