Zenfred is already 3.4kg. In just a month plus, he gained 1kg. He's supposed to have his 1month injection. When the nurse poked the needle in, she didn't inject the liquid in straight. She allow the needle to be there for afew seconds before injecting. I was really angry lor and she's a senior nurse somemore. You can imagine how pain it is for a baby and yet she still took her own sweet time while leaving the needle inside. Though Zenfred didn't cry alot, but there's alot of blood lo. Even his clothes and blanket was stained with the blood. Last time when Benfred was having his injection, my heart will ache but he will soon calm down after awhile. Yesterday when Zenfred was having the injection, it really pained me to hear his cries and the needle in him for so long.
Went to Bedok's cash converter for Hazel's pram. She wanted to buy a 2'nd hand one and it cost only $15. Though the condition is not very good and it looks quite old but at least things are more convenient. We went out together for 3days. And during these 3days, everyone kept asking if our kids were twins. All eyes were on us and people kept asking and talking about it. We were damn pissed can. Some still thought that Hazel's was a boy and mine was a girl. Oh my! From Benfred, everyone already thought he's a girl due to his eyes and skin. Now even Zenfred? Laughs!
I bought 2clothes for Zenfred and 1 for myself. Didn't get any for Benfed but Im not biased. Benfred had alot of clothes already. He has got 2drawers full of clothes while Zenfred is less than half full lor.
Chatted quite alot with Hazel yesterday and realised we are similar in most of the situations. What she's going through now is exactly what Im going through 2years ago. The things she heard is also what I heard 2years ago. Hopefully she can sort her own thinkings out and decide what's her future gonna be like.
Cabbed back home and hangout at the void deck awhile. Took some photos of our kids. Finally, there are photos to upload. Haha.
Anyway, Andy came to my house today. We went 201 to find mother then back to Grandma's house for dinner. Grandma cooked real lot today like our favourite shark fins and fish. There was another 2vegetables, 1soup and 1chicken. Its been long since I ever had normal home-cooked food. The place was noisy but heartwarming with all my cousins around.
To me, this is what Family should be. A place with only parents and children can be family too. But isn't grandparents considered family members too? So only when all the family members is around, then it is considered a full family. Isn't it? Every year, when I have my reunion dinner, it is always with my grandparent, cousins, aunties and uncles. We never ever had a reunion dinner with only our family. Ever since I knew Darling, his reunion dinner was only with his own family. They never ever had one with their grandparents or other family members. At times I really wonder if its a Family like that...
Randy didn't wanted to go home today. Benfred is also like that. Sometimes he would rather go back with mother then with me. Whenever he met mother or uncle, he would just stick to them till he's tired then willing to go home. If not, I would definitely have problems bringing him back. When I see the situation of Randy today, I will think of myself. Will my kids be like that in the future? As a mother, can't I even bring him back with me? What if next time he only listens to grandma and not me, doesn't that makes me a failure?
And now, Benfred is sick. He's having fever and running nose. Hopefully, his fever will subside or I will got to bring him to the doctor. I took his temperature and it was 38.5degree. Already sponged him and that should make him a little better. Tried giving him panadol but no avail. He kept spitting it out. I mixed it with his milk and he ended up not drinking the whole bottle of milk. Guess this is what all mothers will gone through? Hmm.. Gotta look after my 2kids already. Shall update about Benfred's condition tomorrow. God bless him!
♥Mrs Laoshu signing off
