Im desperately looking for a job. But I need one which can give me office hours working time. In case Darling is serving National Service and no one can help me to bring Precious to and back from childcare at least I can do it on my own. Anyone, help me out!
Darling's mum is selling this flat soon and they are like taking it so easily. Never did they plan about their future nor sit down and discuss as a family. It seems like everything's so relax. Im starting to get worried. His mum wants to depend on her 24years old son whom's not working. If I could, I would rather move out and stay. Though it means extra expenses and heavier burden but think, would you rather be working harder and have your own flat or would you want to be also working but living in a time-bomb? Anytime when his brother didn't pay the installments and we will all be chased out of the house.
Not that I have no trust in them. Just that too many real examples shown. If he's someone responsible, he wouldn't ask Darling to apply internet and yet after using for so many months not paying, throw the bill to us leaving us to clear the mess. He wouldn't asked Darling to apply a phone line for him, promised him he will definitely pay and then leaving all the bills to us again. Nor will he steal my psp to sell. Or used my trust to lend my phone and yet not returning ever again. And definitely not taking our money isn't it? He's supposed to be an example to his siblings but what examples has he show?
Sigh, forget it. Everytime I think of it, the anger comes. Not only to me but everyone who cares for me. We need to support our kids and yet they are not helping but treating us like that. Even if they doesn't wants to help, they needn't do something like that either.
Hmm. I'm feeling super hungry! Didn't ate anything today. Gotta wait till Darling comes back and buy food for me.*Grumbles*
Anyway, its pictures time!
♥MrsLaoshu signing off
