Ever since Benfred was born, more and more people are getting pregnant like Rabbit, Hui Ping, Wei Ling, Eileen, Hazel and Sui Feng. I really admire Jasmine and Cheryl for being a great single mother. Wei Ling, Hui Ping and Eileen's child are already born. I know their husband will definitely be a responsible one looking after their wives and kids. As for Hazel and Sui Feng, both gonna be a single mum. The road in front gonna be real tough. You guys gotta keep going and look after yourselves and your kids. Though I can't really do much to help, but Im always behind giving you girls support mentally.
Met up with Hazel and Hui Ping during this period of time. Gotta know Hui Ping and Hazel through Gerald. Hui Ping had a baby son named Tobi. And and Tobi was born on the same day as Little Precious. Haha. How coincidental. Its like same year, month and day just that Little Precious in the morning and Tobi at night. Really unexpected. Laughss. Anyway, met up with Hazel on Tuesday night with Darling's sister. Went to Central for my lunch-cum-dinner and headed back home. Hazel stayed over at our house and yesterday we went to Polyclinic together. I know about her but I never talked to her before. The next thing I knew she was pregnant. Guess if she didn't call Darling up, I wouldn't even meet her nor get to know her better. Really envied her for having a baby girl. How I wished for a daughter. Laughs.
After being a mother and with so mothers-to-be at my side, life really changes. In the past with a group of girls we would talk about shoppings, boyfriends and things that happen in life. Now, with all the mothers, we would talk about our families, kids and experience. This would be a stage everyone go through when they get married and have kids. But, we might be going a little too fast. At the age of 17, Im already like aunties sitting around talking about families. Still, I really enjoyed it.
Though Im enjoying the company of the mothers around me, still I didn't forget all my close friends. I knew Im at fault. Ever since Benfred was born, I couldn't really meet them up being there for them whenever they need me. The guilt and remorse in me was always kept in my heart. Sisters and good friends are always standing behind me giving me all their support and shoulders. Yet when they need me, where am I? If I could, I will definitely meet all of them one by one, being with them whenever I could. Apologies to all my sisters and friends. Though Im always busy with kids and stuffs, but you guys are gonna be locked in my heart forever. Feel free to talk to me about your problems like you used to. Im beside you mentally while on the next end of the phone.
♥shir signing off
