I used to give up almost everything for the sake of Love, yet what I gained back at the end of the day? True enough, you don't need to gain anything back for the sacrifices you made. But worth it, for all the pain and hurt I got back. A woman's desire is not money or luxuries, its the care and concern man show. Little things could just make a woman's heart melt. Hmm, maybe not all but definitely most.
Gotta really think hard for my own future. I've already disappoint my families once, twice and there's not gonna be a thrice. Been thinking alot during confinement. We can't be like the past, thinking only a step ahead. We ought to think further more, years down the road what are we going to do to make sure we lead our lives well. I need to get a job but who's gonna look after Little Precious. No job is definitely a no-no. I can't be a housewife who just go out shopping and enjoying anymore. The coming two years is gonna be a hard one. With Darling in Ns and me coping alone. Really hope I wouldn't fall and I know I can't.
Sis, Im your pillar and you're my bed. Always there for me to lie on
Will we still overcome the obstacles together?
You used to say we will definitely grow old together.
Well, my confidence are getting lesser and lesser.
Afterall, Im just your burden.
♥shir signing off
