After Darling left for work, I was in the observation ward waiting for rooms to be cleaned after the discharge time. Was feeling giddy and nauseous. Head was heavy and vision was blur. Woke up to message Gerald and Aunty Joey. Not long later, lunch was here. There were eggs with mushroom, watercress soup, a vegetable and rice. Got no appetite at all. But the nurse said that after lunch they would bring me to my ward. So no choice but to finish it up quickly although I didn't finish it all.
Reached my ward which was 306C, and the first thing was to call Darling. Called him afew times but he didn't pick up. Talked to Gerald for awhile. Was feeling so weak and giddy still. Remembered going to the toilet on my own. Had no strength to stand and I could feel my head spinning. Still, I tried to go on my own without any help.
Around 1pm, Granny, Grandpa, Joanne Aunt and Alex came to visit me. Was really surprised as they didn't mention that they were coming. Went to ask about Little Precious. Everyone was excited to see him but he wasn't allowed to leave the nursery as his temperature was low. Luckily around 2pm he was alright and the nurses sent him over to me. I remember Darling telling me the nurses say Little Precious look like me more in the operation theatre. However, I don't think so. I think Little Precious looks like Precious more. Haha. Granny said his hair would be like Precious-curly.
After they went off, I was left alone again. Dad came to visit me in the evening. He bought some bread for me. Though he may not really care for us but that day Im really touched that he came to visit me. He might not say much but at least I felt his care. He gave me $100 asking me to buy stuffs for Little Precious and went off. Once again, Im alone. Called Darling and he promised to visit me after work. Darling came very late. He met up with Gerald and came together. Was surprised that Gerald actually kept his promise and lent me his psp. They reached about 10pm. Went downstairs to smoke and talk. Cried when Darling was sending me back to ward. He gotta go off at 11:30pm and he still need to work the next day. I know I gotta be strong after being a mother of two but I still can't stop my tears from falling.
The second day of hospital stay was even worse. Darling didn't came to visit me. He gotta work from 3pm to 4am. Was so upset over it. Planned to discharge on that day but I can't. Everyone urged me to stay for another day. Though Darling didn't came but Granny and the rest did came to visit me. At night, Mummy, her Bf, Freddy and Precious came. Precious was excited over Little Precious. He didn't get upset nor jealous instead he sayang him. Felt glad to see Precious.
In the hospital, without people by my side was really nothing but bored. Took photos of my breakfast and Little Precious. I really liked the breakfast there. Haha. Didn't took any photos of myself as I look really ugly and weak. Hopefully after confinement I could slim down and take nice photos of myself =)
♥shir signing off
