Went to Jasmine's blog and saw a post she typed about a girl being killed in an accident. It made me realised how fragile a person could be. The signboards on the road telling road users 'Accident Kills', 'Speeding Kills' - How true. Suddenly I've the urge to text Darling telling him how much I love him. I've the urge to tell all my loved ones how much I depend on them, how much I treasure them. The emptiness came over me. Will there be someone who really cries for me? If there's a day Im gone, will Darling remember me or will he just forgets me as time past? I hate to be so emotional but I am so emotional. For readers who wanna know what made me so emotional - http://www.caiweii.com/ -the deceased's friend.

Its been a week since you went there. It must be terrible. But looking at how you changed for the better, seeing how you grown up makes us feel relieved. No matter what happens, how long you gonna take, we will always be waiting for you, standing by your side.

By the way, Happy 18'th Birthday to Gerald! We may not be able to celebrate with you but our heart is there la. Haha. Finally can buy cigarettes, watch M18 and also going Ns soon. Hmm. There won't be someone who hears me nag whenever I quarrel with Darling anymore. Still, remember the meeting two years later at East Coast. All the Best!

♥shir signing off

♥ MrsLaoshu signing off; 9:02 PM