Anyway, went out shopping with Darling after that. First to Cineleisure for lunch at Xin Wang HongKong restaurant. I had my usual pork chop spaghatti and he had his usual rice. Darling is always so greedy la, wanting to eat this and that. End up ordered another plate of pineapple bun and 2plates of prawn dumplings. Making me feel so bloated after the whole meal. Hmm. Exercise is a Must after heavy meals and we started shopping here and there. I wanted to shop for something badly but just can't seem to get my eyes on something. Therefore, I didn't buy anything. Good for Darling, he bought a nice belt. Im actually looking for a couple slipper but just can't seem to find it. Aww.. Things always appear when you don't want them.
Had a bad quarrel with Darling on Wednesday. Well, to my surprise, my PSP is gone. His brother went to steal our PSP and sold it without our permission. Its MINE can. And its a birthday gift from Darling. Though I may not play with it often nor bring it out, to me, its a very meaningful gift. It means fucking lot to me and end up its gone like that. Darling spent quite alot on this PSP getting it full set with its authentic memory stick. Luckily I lent my memory card to my brother. Darling promised me that his brother will return it to us but I think he's gonna forever without working. By the time he wanna return us, I guess my PSP is already in whoever's hands. I simply want it back!
Yesterday Darling sent me a message that made me cry.
Well, when I read it, my tears started to flow. Partly cause Im seriously touched by what he said. Partly was Im worried over what he said. As Darling isn't someone who's good at using words neither will he express himself well, yesterday that message is already very touching to me. When I said Im worried, its also because of this message. Does this mean he will fool around outside? Even if he doesn't fool around now, in the future will he? All the questions appearing in my mind again and again. I know I need to trust him. However, afterall that happens, I simply can't put alot of trust into him again. Hopefully, he will prove me wrong..
Currently handling work and family is really tough. Time is not enough for me and Im spending lesser and lesser time with Darling. Business at 201 is still not bad but things aren't that well at 503. I mentioned before, the ex-owner opened their shop just 2shops away from ours. Hey guys, Please support us instead of them okay. I assure you every cups you get, it will be the best. Feel free to leave comments too :)
♥shir signing off
