Shirley is a good girl these few days. Sleeping almost before 10pm every night. Didn't imagine I can really did it. So fucking different from who I used to be. Felt really no life. Doing the same things everyday. Work and sleep, work and sleep.. I yearn for the past! Living everyday slackfully doing the things I want. Too bad life is always so different from dreams.
Supposed to meet Fen Sister on Wednesday. Called her when she just reached Singapore. Such coincidence. Haha. Think thats why we ARE as close as Sisters. Anyway, gotta apologise to Sister for letting her wait in vain. Fell asleep while waiting for her sms. Im simply too tired!
Work had been really stress for me. Stuck in between those two aunties. Problems just came after one another. So tiring to be stuck in the middle. Gotta hear this Ah ma complaining about the part time aunty from 9am till 5pm. When she knock down, the part time aunty came and complained about the Ah ma. So sick of their nags and complaints. In the past, they would complain about the fat aunty. Now the fat aunty is gone, they start killing each other. How I wish I could be transferred to 503 to work with Mummy. In that case, I will be freed from their war.
Precious is doing very well at the childcare except that he still couldn't get used to saying 'bye-bye' to me every morning. He's learning more and more words like 'See you', 'dog' and 'okay'. Feeling comforted as I see him growing up everyday. In the past, he would not sleep until its almost daybreak. Yet now, he's already sleeping before 11pm. His temper is still not very good. Gotta curb his temper if not it would be worse when he grows up. As for now, life is really stable for us. Wondering what's gonna happen when my Little Precious is born. Who to look after and stuffs. However, Im contented with my life now.
Things are up-and-down for me and Darling. We aren't very stable. Due to work and stuffs, we really can't communicate well. Is this a stage every couple gone through? We seem to be having problem managing our time. 24 hours per day is just now enough. Im working from morning till evening yet he's working from evening till midnight. Even messages are getting lesser and lesser. Almost less than 10 per day. He say things will get better when he's in NS as he's waking up early every morning too. But don't you think things are already too late at that stage? In fact, we don't even know if you're defering you NS enlistment not. Hmm. Just hope things will get better day by day ツ
i yearn for your love and companion.
i yearn for your care and concern.
i yearn for the past!
♥shir signing off
