Sitting on the chair staring at the screen crying my heart out yet don't know what are you doing out there. You may have told me that you need to work overtime. Who knows the truth. Im feeling like an idiot being lied by you and your "brothers" once and once. The saddening part isn't you guys leaving me alone but the people i trusted betrayed me. I know i gotta be strong, for me and my baby. But i just can't do it! Im not strong at all! When baby is moving inside me, i do wish that you were beside me feeling his movements. You gave me your promise yet you broke them one by one. Im tormented and torn apart by you! I know you are thinking im having a so-called affair outside but i swear IM NOT! Im not what you think, instead you make me feel that you are taking revenge on me. I don't know what's wrong with me or you. The whole relationship seems wrong. Tell me what's wrong with us, its driving me nuts!

Anyway, Garry just called me. Think he got something to say. Guess its about Rabbit. I will update later after i call him back.

Heard me complaining about that damn aunty? Well, photos are finally here. Knowing she's fat (Im not discriminating overweights) yet still bangs and pushes me. Unhygenic and unreasonable. Always not admitting the faults she made and pushes the blame to others. Oh my, look at the picture, She's sulking!




My Precious really loves the Milktea!



♥shir signing off

♥ MrsLaoshu signing off; 7:19 PM